i am me. period.

Windows to the Soul.

2011-01-26T11:20:00.004+08:00

And so.. I'm back here..

Well, had my Medical Checkup two days ago.. and.. was told my eyesight is deteriorating.
I've been proud of my eyes, proud of what it's able to see what some others may not be able to.
As you might have know, photography is my forte, and that lies on our eyes to capture something breath-taking.

I know, I know.. things might not be that serious, but it's the only thing that I am proud of myself.

What will happen, if I lost the sight to view those scenes..

I know, this may seems over reacting.
But these are just my thoughts.

Bye.

I Love You.. All.

2010-12-18T22:19:00.006+08:00

Met the pappies at my homie today. Yes!

but, it wasn't complete..
heck, I broke down when the song Pada Syurga Diwajahmu was playing.

Why, because i used to sing it with Nad..
I rushed back to my room, and cried badly..

Whatever has happened to the lively Pappies?!
I really cried badly..
I bring all of us together with the home of sharing weal and woe together,
but.. it seems i didn't do it right..

(no, i'm not gonna be childish here saying it's all my fault etc..
AS i know this is a test from Allah to test our friendship ties.)

I really miss the whole of US! Yes, US!
Me, Ayie, Yana, Ana, Adel, Nad, and Eeda! :'(

Please, do solve your misunderstandings?
It hurts me thought it has nothing to do with me.
Like in the NGA, i'm like the father of YOU ALL!
I'm always there when they have problems, and solve it.
But.. sighh.. ;'(

I really hope, this we will get back as per normal.
I Miss You.. All.

Quoted from my tweet as i was crying in the noon;
"they fight, i cry.. what do you know.. i'm hurt the most.
where did it go wrong? what have i done.. i'm hurt.. :'("

I'm just so.. well i leave it to em.
i can't force either side.

But just know,
you're my sons and daughters.

I Love You.

Sentosa

2010-12-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

this person actually made a suggestion in wanting to head Sentosa.
it's been soo long since i last headed there, so i went along.
arhh, the sweetest day of all.
it was filled with laughter, cries, silliness and beauty.

Thanks, for bringing me there.
Those moments, will be etched in not only my mind,
but my heart till the end of time.

Thank You :')

kebaboom !

2010-12-01T23:47:00.004+08:00

watched the Heart-Thumping Fireworks performance
at Vivo City to celebrate it's
4th Anniversary.

Kite-Flying.

2010-11-21T22:58:00.004+08:00

went kite-flying today with naddy, n'fana, adel & ayie
at Segar open field.! poor weather though.
but we had laughhsss!

Video:

Courtesy of X10.

Quest for Bugs Bunny.

2010-11-15T08:59:00.002+08:00

watched 2 movies last weekend.
Satuday: The Last Exorcism, with aidil and fana.
Sunday: MegaMind, with aidil, ayie and naddy.
..…...............................................

On Saturday, after the movie ends, we walked from Suntec City to Plaza Sing which took us 20mins. Went ard lookg for Bugs Bunny but no avail. Walked to Paragon which took us another 30mins. STILL NO bugsy :((

Sunday: met em at JP, surprise! there it is Bugs Bunny in tge plastic beg. hehee!!
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2010-11-11T21:58:00.001+08:00

divorced, married again. and again..

2010-10-24T12:40:00.001+08:00

Say HELLO to my new phone.
Sony Ericsson Xperia X10!

Vivo-licious

2010-10-17T12:02:00.002+08:00

Great companions.
Not forgetting to mention Farhana / Eeda / Nadeeya! (miss ya ladies)

babies .

2010-10-12T17:43:00.001+08:00

Great companions.

Not forgetting to mention Farhana! (miss ya lady)
and also.. Aidil and EEda. (:

righteous, evidence, repentance.

2010-10-09T20:48:00.007+08:00

Yes.. balanced, being just and the truth.

a trip to the Syariah Court earlier in the day,
has made my childhood dream almost come true.
I got to shake hands with the lawyers and judges.
OMG, i feel so honoured!

It has been in me since i was a small boy.

Even when role-playing with my sister, cousins any other playmates,
it just come naturally that i took the upper and powerful role.
Stuffs like I'd be a teacher, or a even a lawyer (cute? i know.)

Climbing up the ladder while being a teen,
i rose to be one of the leaders, be it in school or socially.
Year by year i got labeled as the model student.
Rejoicing at receiving that title, doesn't make me superfluous
of others' around me.
And that what make them sincerely respect me.
Yes, maintaining a high post while being humble,
and earning respect of others, to rid of those jealousy,
is a tough call.
But, keep this is mind, being SINCERE is the key word here.

NOW, a youth that I am,
have so many cliches and groups that I've lead be it in school or socially.
As you grow up and gets better, peers tend to be jealous of your success.
Yes, i have countless number of enemies though i tried hard not to have any.
RESPECT & TRUST!
number one thing to take note, to be my friend. (:
the more trust you place on me, the happier i will make you out to be.
but take it for granted,
and i'll burn your family down.

My Pet baby Project named; NGAcrews,
the one that I've given almost my life on it.
It starts from a little suggestion from me, to our first level senior members,
namely Farhana and Fatihah.
And closely supported by Dyana and Aidil.
With Dyana giving her utmost sincerity in contributing to the rise of it.
(Thank You) to all.

Look at it now, it has made a name for itself.
Wherever we go as group, we get a look from the streetviewers.
It will soon be 2 years old, may all be well.
============

Back to my career-oriented blog post,

even now, whenever we face conflicts,

first thing that i ask, where's the evidence?

(irony isn't it, i've been the same since i was young.)
Why? Cause it's hard for me to trust people due to my past experiences.
But once I've got you in my "Trustworthy List", you're on the cloud,
riding the skies.

This photo mine, said to be President waving.
(but i'd rather say, it's the President waving due to stepping down.
Why? Look at me now, everythings going downhill.
Studies has been number one thing that i rely on,
now that it has fall, i feel so lost.
What else could i hold on to?!)

Aidilfitri 2010

2010-09-09T20:27:00.003+08:00

Salam Lebaran

buat semua umat Islam
tidak kira dimana saja
anda berada :D

Goodbye Comex 2010!

2010-09-05T23:52:00.001+08:00

from lagu Tabah (Mazleela) -
"Kerna esok hari kita tidak lagi
Digelarkan WORK COLLEAGUE
Pertemuan kita yang terakhir".

OMG what an iPod!

2010-09-03T05:10:00.003+08:00

hehe those features in the new iPod Touch 4G
blows away most mobile phones!
http://www.apple.com/sg/ipodtouch/

You.

2010-08-26T12:55:00.001+08:00

This is just for you mentor. (:
From a zero you've made me into something.
You've never given up on me all these years.
Never once I forgot where I came from.
I left, to further enhance, you let me go,
...and you still become the support that no one ever gave.

You're the inspiration, the drive,
the power that drove
me to where I'm at now.

Never once i forget my roots.
You're the reason.

-Yus (:

iPods Galore!

2010-08-24T05:27:00.003+08:00

sis gave me her iPod nano 5G with built-in camera.

ohno~
but oh well,
alhamdulilah!

The blackies!

2010-08-22T01:32:00.001+08:00

Alive, changed.

2010-08-21T14:02:00.002+08:00

confusal .

2010-08-01T11:55:00.004+08:00

yes,
i act in films.

but,
i don't wanna be part of
any drama in life.

i still can't accept whatever has happened.
just what is going on?

what
what
what !!

what, should i do now?

pergi tak kembali .

2010-07-12T21:07:00.005+08:00

(Pusara Aman)

took leave from school due to the strenuous
workload faced at the roadshow.

but my rest didn't come at all.
got a call from mom at 11plus that
Aunt has left us. :(
went over to Yishun for the prayers
and then to LCK for the burial.

broke down.
it was exactly a week since i last met her.
well, paid her a visit at Dover Hospice (behind TTSH)
(no.. not NUH or at Dover, but Novena)

Aunt developed lung cancer and she was all skin and bones
when i visited her.
she is, and still, was a beautiful lady. :)

Aunt, dengan setulus ikhlas Yus mendoakan
moga Allah akan merestui jasad and nyawamu.
your departure left us feeling so lost.
you've done great for your family,
and it's time for you to rest.

Al-Fateha.

work work work work .

2010-07-12T21:00:00.003+08:00

NeuBox Roadshow
at Funan IT Mall.
8th July to 11th July.
11am to 8pm daily.

(the last day!)

4 days werking with him at Funan.
fheww tiring but great.
he's been a great company, really.
laughed alot, ate urmm alot?
tease alot, gossip alot. LOL

really, had a nice time with him.
MOST memorable was when
we had the "escape route".
haha mischievous much!

PS: wanna work with ya again, tho idk when/where.
thanks bru<3

starstruck !

2010-07-04T22:17:00.001+08:00

been about since 2 weeks since last bru sleptover.
counting the days, it seems the number of days he sleepsover,
is approximately gonna be equal to the no. of months per year lol!

how he ended up sleeping here?
well, visited Yana's Dad at NUH.
and Ana suggested to him to watching FiFa
at Fajar. and since im agreeable, he agrees too.

as since today, got the Meet The AnugerahSkrin's Finalist at BPP.
it all makes the planning to sleepover purfect. hees
i gotta thank Ana,
though i didnt plan this at all. (seriously)

ouch, i'm admitted. NOT!

2010-07-04T22:14:00.004+08:00

visited Yana's Dad with at NUH with bru.

Vamps / Werewolfs ?

2010-07-04T22:06:00.003+08:00

TWILIGHT SAGA ECLIPSE!
finally.

bru, was soo excited to catch it.
as initially planned, to watch on Thurs,
but most of us have problems,
so it was postpone till Friday.

well, met him at 4plus at Marina Square GV
as we wanna secure good sitting positions.
he reached ferst tho and bought the tickets.
felt sorry as he has to wait so long for me.
sorry bru.

so we spent the 2 hours lepaking at
Arcade, Food Loft, KFC,
and the movie waiting area for em.

NOT gonna be a spoiler here, but
the movie has LOTS of kissing scenes
and LOTS of touching romantic scenes too!

had great time arcading though
and having supper at KFC!

Rush Hour !

2010-06-29T00:07:00.004+08:00

watched
Knight and Day

Movie at Suntec City.
with AMY
(Ana, Mudd, Yus)

ahh Tom Cruise as always, hot and charming.
Cameron Diaz, still gorgeous and cutely funny!
the adrenaline stunts and beautifully/sweetly planned
rescue plan was hilarious too!
there was quite a number of funny scenes
which made the audience LOL.!
worth it! 8/10!

then rushed back to Marina Square
and Para2 all the way there at arcade.
my grades in dancing have since dropped. :(

but nvm, im totally okay with it.
Nights people,
wanna catch The Mentalist
at Channel 5 at 1.30AM!

imperfect .

2010-06-26T12:41:00.002+08:00

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry,
cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

i'm sorry .

2010-06-26T00:52:00.001+08:00

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

i sucks .

2010-06-22T16:52:00.002+08:00

it sucks when the company trusts you
to handle one of the important and major dealings,
and you messed it up

to think they were awed by my qualifications
when they saw it.
but i did a mistake and they chided me.
i feel so small. D':

Marina Barrage .

2010-06-15T00:08:00.003+08:00

http://flickr.com/people/necboyy/

imy.

2010-06-12T12:40:00.001+08:00

i may be all out and about.
but deep down,
you're still th one i yearn to see.

i've been calling out fer you in my heart,
but you didn't hear it.

i really miss you D':
but all i wish and pray for,
is for you to be happy. <3

ps: you know who you are

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just a tryout .

2010-06-11T11:06:00.001+08:00

longing fer his other half .

2010-06-09T13:15:00.000+08:00

reminiscing .

2010-06-08T14:45:00.007+08:00

finally, get to meet him after soo long.

urmm ok 1 week . pff ..
miss him truckloads lol!

ok then
went to MarinaSq with em .
hees my skills are still there in DDR,
though it seems like ages since i last
danced there.
while otw back to th bustop after mudd left us,
me and Ana got lost! ahah
but its alright, we walked to Marina Bay Sands.

additional pic of you that was edited last weeek.

all over Singapore in 6 hours .

2010-06-06T12:43:00.002+08:00

ya know , yesterday was effing great !

well th afternoon wasn't a nice start though,
with some people err.. well nvm .

however i went for a run at my estate to sweat it all out,
so that i could rid myself of this particular feeling.
well, it does me great and it got me soo hyper
but ended up hvg wobbly legs. ahaha!

so i called my peeps and talked happily.
not long later, this fwen of mine called me and asked me out.
i declined it at ferst as i was alrdy running out of energy,
but he told me, he will come and fetch me with his brother in th car.

well since he wanted soo much to meet me and i've got nothing on,
i went on.

yeah it was my ferst time meetg him. and woah, he's sucha looker ;)
what's more, his brother is no less. pff good parents genes!

well hadd our dinner at Jurong West ther, th Teh Tarik coffee shop. hees
sailed on to Marina Bay Sands then to Pasir Ris beach.

time was clicking at ard 9plus and i told em i got to go. they respect it and they wanted
to send me home despite me telling me em they doesnt have to.

we had a hella great time travelling and both of em are Adam Lambert's fans too!
they have th album and we sang along in the car. ahaha!

today i was asked to meet again, but no.. i had to saty home
and revise for my papers tomorrow slotted at 10.30am to 12pm.

Probably tmr perhaps dude? ;)

arghhh !

2010-06-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

a shoulder to cry on? i have none .

2010-05-30T19:54:00.006+08:00

i'm sick.
Friday was the most prominent start.
was tough tryin to get out of bed in th morning.
i had to hold on to my window grill to aid me.
i walked a few steps, and i get all dizzy.

body felt soo cold, but im perspiring all over.
i slept the whole day & kept thinking whats happening.
when i sleep, i always have the weird dizzy dreams
that i used to have whenever im sick.
i even dreamt of ghosts. -.-
i know i wasn't being skeptical, but i thought it was my end.

this gets only worse when come Saturday.
mom locked me in th house, while everyone went to werk.
i'm alone.
sleeping throughout the day havg nightmares again n' again.

NOT that i didn't want to seek my mates for help,
but..
they have their own fun thing going on.
who am i, to ruin it?

i don't wanna spoil the day thats why i didnt inform any.
but i already gave a hint on my FB days ago. but none noticed.

nahh, it's not that i need anyone to sympathize with me,
but i felt soo lonely at that moment of time.
i kept asking myself, "where has everyone gone?"

no, im not blaming anyone,
in fact i want everyone to be happy.
but just that, at moment of time,
there's not a single hand that came to me.

sympathatic empathatic whatever tic tic
i felt so downn.
trying to cope with physical pain and mental stress
just got my condition worsening.

today, i lied, to them.
since they are here, i don't wanna spoil their mood.

i even went to th extreme to boost their mood up despite
knowing my physical strength doesn't allows me to.

thanks mudd fer coming early today.
it does help in making me feel better.
i don't know, it just help. :)
& thanks dyana fer cmg over yesterday night.
but you shouldnt have.
finally i thank Allah, for giving me that bit of strength
to spend that little time i had with em.

Syukur-Alhamdulilah.

question is,
why nobody bothered to notice how am i? :'(

================================
i know this may seem dramatic,
but fuck you i dont give a damn.
this is my blog, my feelings.
i am me, period.

Monday's Blues and Maroons.

2010-05-25T11:16:00.005+08:00

woke up late in th morning.

as usual Monday blues.
skipped class.
but had to go over as i needa print something. zzz"

but th evening turn out just nice.
well it was supposed to with Ana too,
but she had her cca urmm Studio IG i think?
which ends late.
but she didnt clarify with me properly if she's cmg at all
thats why we continued with th plan.
well..
so that left me and Mudd.

yeah ate Ice 'Peanuts',
went to th arcade [WTH i saw "her". :( ],
then went to Suntec City EngWah
to watch....
Niyang Rapik!
ahaha not that scary, but it's indeed terifying.
with music effects all. it caught me and Mudd
off-guard and we got startled for quite a number of times.

hahaha Mudd was soo cute when he gets afraid.
ya know.. like as in if he knows the scary part is coming.
im not saying what he did here ^^ just cute ahh

me, ahaha as always.
FINGERS in front of my eyes.
& i look tru these small lines.
ahahahhaha! xD

well thats about all uh
and yeah
my internet connection is back!! :D

PS: thanks arhh madd fer th treat.
love yaa bro! ^^

two of NGA's seniors birthday.

2010-05-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

COOL KANN?!
Adel's 22nd on the 21st
while
its Ana's 21st on the 22nd!

aww.. :P
all the best to you both !!

when you're gone .

2010-05-19T11:07:00.001+08:00

yess , i miss someone's presence .

testimonial from a comrade .

2010-05-19T00:39:00.005+08:00

Quoted from his Facebook note: here!!
[this actually made me laugh and shed tears. :') ]

Yusree a.k.a My Brother
Yusree is my best friends since secondary school. This guy is dangerous. Serious. He might look cute. He might look a good boy type. He might look innocent. But! There’s more behind those innocent face. Hahahaha! No laa… He is a nice guy. Trustworthy. And he always be the only trustworthy brother. He had all my secrets back in secondary school about my pranks, about the girls, my lies. He knows everything. And he always be my savior. When class is boring, I will make my ways out of the class, and when teacher ask about me, he will know how to cover my ass. Why teacher always ask him? Because he is the innocent and good kids in class. BUT!! Those teachers are blind!! They never see what he did under the table! MP3!! Handphones!! Bluetooth!! Even in his pencil case also go gadget. Hahahaha. When the line is clear, he will sms me when to sneak in back to class. And 5 minutes before class ended, I’m back to class. You see, Yus is a very best friend indeed. If we got spot check morning assembly, I will dump my handphones to him, because those discipline master won’t check on good and innocent student like him. They go for the student like me. Idiot! I will usually seat in front of him in class. When teacher write some notes, I will be drawing things. Why? You think I can see what the hell they write? Hahahah. So Mr Yusree here will take down the notes and I’ll copy from him. But what I hate when seat with Yusree, shaik and Yasmin, is that WHATEVER THEY DO AT THE BACK, I’LL GET THE BLAME. For sure. They laugh and giggle, out of the blue “Huzaifah, can you please don’t disturb your friends who want to study?” I DON’T EVEN LAUGH. The teachers that always say this is Mr Victor Lee and Mrs Tan Siew Heng. I hope you remember this Yusree. Many times I kena… Always me who get the blame. This Yusree is really a good actor. His angelic face. And I have the devil face. Zzzzz… Hahahaha. But it was fun back then. Every recess time, we hang out at our favorite spot. Always. In fact everyday. Yusree got his own “caterer”. He will always order from this mini “caterer” Mango Tea and bread. Apa yang sedap sangat Mango Tea tu pun tak tau. And this mini caterer is a very big SETAN!!! I still remember Basharath Ali. He also a good actor like Yusree. But he more worst, he always get me in trouble straight to discipline committee. He really the SETAN although he is cute. I still remember how this SETAN throw mineral water to me. I ask him to throw the mineral water to me. And so usually at a small distance when you throw stuff, it should be an arc motion when you throw. BUT NO! This SETAN throw straight directly at my eyes! I was half blinded and I was damn angry. And that SETAN is laughing at me. Zzzz. You see Yusree!! Your mini caterer. Setan tol. Yusree always fill me with laugher and impress me with his latest technology. What make me laugh is his horny joke, his sex jokes, the picture that he snaps and then make fun of it and his homework. Why homework? I’m a lazy guy to do homework. So usually I “cross references” with him. I don’t use the word copy ok. Hahahaha So when I read his answer, his answer got no link to the question. When you copy of course copy smartly right? So usually I ask him, “Did you did this yourself?” and he answer confidently “yes. I do it last night.” And I know his lying. I know him very well. If he did his homework he never makes stupid mistakes. And I directly ask him “You copy from who?” So he admit. He copy from “Basharath Ali”. I still remember the English homework question “Quote in the phrase that show he is lazy…” or something like that. And the answer that Yusree copy is got donkey and dog in the answer. When I read the comprehension, there is no such thing or never mention about donkey or dog or worst no animals involve. Hahahahha. Also ever since sec 3 till 5, our favorite place is always DNT room or DNT stairs. We will hang out at DNT room after school till 5 or 6pm. We crack jokes, we solve each other problem, plan for birthday sabo. AND this guy here, Yusree, always be the Mastermind. He planned everything but he make others do the job for him. Smart right this guy? Of course laa! My friends must be smart like me mah. Ever since I know him, not once I come late for school. He know my timing that I should reach school. If I don’t reach at my normal time, he will sms or call me. Then I will wake up and quickly bath and get ready. He is the only friends who care for me ok…. He really a special friend you know. He always save me multiple time back in school. Always. Those who know me. I always bring 1 pen, 1 thin book and perfume to school. That’s all. Morning assembly I got no English or Malay reading book, he will bring extra, because he know his friends here will never bring. And at night he will remind me to bring tie when we have assembly the next day. And all this that he have done… I wanna say, Yusree Kasmadi, I would like to thank you for all what you have did for me so far, and you always try to help me in every ways. You never turn down any of my request. And you always be my savior. Thank you my brother. If I were to be somebody from the media industry, you will be the first that I will employ and work under me. And I grant you to do things at your will. And for now I will always there if you need me. Dial my no. and I will be there. Yus still remember the time when we get our “O” Level cert? You were so depress with it? You suddenly went missing. Me, Shaik, Yasmin and Shoba all went to look for you? You going to give up and yet we encourage you that it’s ok that you take a different path. Whatever it is, we are still gonna be friends and that’s fact stay. Now look at you. You prove yourself. You were outstanding student in ITE. Made it to newspaper for your project. How many of our friends made it to paper? And currently you made it into Singapore Poly, we are now equal. I have diploma and so are you in future. Stay strong k Yusree? You know I’m there for you. Good luck in your photography group. Continue with it ok? I believe if you were to put more effort and heart on it, you might open your own studio one day. That’s is true. Believe in it. Go Yusree!

a love gesture from stranger.

2010-05-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

school today : 3pm t0 4.35 pm.

great? heh..

best thing was,
suddenly, i became this particular lecturer's
pet in not my own form class.
ahhaa that class soo gonna hate me i guess ;P

i was given all priorities and incentives cool kann!!

after school,
met mudd n' dyana
and went to NUH.
WHAT HAPPENED?
hehe dont extra2 ok. :P

pirates on th loose !

2010-05-09T19:10:00.004+08:00

as ya'll might have alrdy known,
my weekends starts on th Friday till Sunday.

so yeahh, basically had a practically bored Friday.
but Sat n' Sun were the best!!

Mudd slept over, whees!
& we hope we would be able to explore BP in th morn with Ana,
but no, she slept her way tru =.=

anyways here ar th photos.
luv ya muchaass !

went over to Yana's house. MOVIE MARATHON!!

starstruckk !

2010-05-08T03:18:00.003+08:00

Paris Hilton, Nicole Scherzinger, Christina Aguilera

Adam Lambert, Enrique Iglesias, Kris Allen
===================================================

there you go,
my favourite female/male singerrs ;D

fml.

2010-05-03T07:57:00.000+08:00

for the ferst i'm saying this as i mean it.

i hate myself.

goodness

2010-04-30T16:42:00.001+08:00

just a short one, before i leave my house.

those clouds are here to invadee!!

YusRy Clarkson .

2010-04-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

wtfoook ?!
she was actually in S'Pore yesterday (27th April)!!
& i thought it would be tmr!
wastedd arhh, already made plans to watch her at SIS.
dammn, i've missed sucha talent.

hees ^^

2010-04-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.

Marina Bay Sands .

2010-04-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

(Wednesday, 28th April 2010)
went here with the one of the best
NGA photographers after school.
more photos @
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=165147&id=735743386&saved#!/album.php?aid=165147&id=735743386

Bugis Trip with Director.

2010-04-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

Monday (26th April 2010)

my next phone in few months time, Nokia N8 !

2010-04-27T18:43:00.007+08:00

it's release date has yet to be revealed.

but expected in August i guess.
& for shure, im going that! :D
http://events.nokia.com/NokiaN8/
12Megapixel, 720p HD video recording
mini HDMI connector, 16GB, Dolby Surround
and most important, made of metal-accent. (aluminium)
this is crazy!!

well, im hoping Samsung(fav brand) will reveal a rival soon!
hee feelin2 kayaa :P

for now, will stop changing phones
and will stay with the current Nokia's top phone,

bite , wet , horns .

2010-04-24T23:04:00.004+08:00

visited the Crocodile Farm today.

ferst week of Year 2.

2010-04-23T23:19:00.003+08:00

photo courtesy of myself.
(i know i know.. not NGA-standard pff..)

well, my ferst week (4 days only) was pretty much a breeze.
met new classmates every other day.
simply said, i have to join different class each day. that's kinda sad actually.
well, nothing can be done as i've slacked too much in th past year.

but hey, the new classmates aree.....awesome!
and urmm.. some are pretty YUMMY! ahaha

there's this lesson on Tuesday (Psychology & Counseling)
where i admit that,
my eyes wasnt on th lecturer, but on one of the student. ahaha
& to spice it up, i knw this student actually did the same too! <3

favourite class was on Thursday's evening,
the warmest class i ever visited/joined.
an almost all boys class and everyone jokes around.
& i find myself starting to joke with em already :D

but still.. my maths class. (on Monday & Thursday's morning)
hrmm not too bad laa but i have to join class with th Year 1 students.
fresh graduates from O'Level.
fuck.. i have alot to prove as i myself came
from [O-Level > HNitec (an ace student woots!) > Diploma)]
that being said, i should be better. but i could feel myself
looking down on myself. :(

entertain you.

2010-04-21T21:05:00.003+08:00

Wednesday's school timing.

10am to 12pm. zzz"

well, met Mudd afterschool and went MS.
then we set off to his home.
tireddd laa jalaan rumah kaww. hahs

& if that wasn't hurting my feet enough,
i took the MRT back home,
and i saw this someone, again.

to this someone (if you will ever come here)
"it's not that i won't look at you back,
but.. your mates will notice if i do."

close call .

2010-04-20T21:59:00.004+08:00

today was short and simple.

skipped last lecture
and met Mudd/Ana.
went to Jurong to collect her lappy.
then off to Vivo's KFC.

thats wher i get to know,
my room's light fell crashing down.
due to the blk's rooftop renovation.
FUCK it!
& i just got to know, Mudd's kitchen also the light went crashing down.

neerrrdy !

2010-04-19T22:06:00.006+08:00

im back at school !! :D

okayy, i don't really anticipate it larhs.
why?

1. LRT brokedown and had to wait inside th LRT itself for 15mins.
2. Met new classmates, lecturer asked me "are you a repeat student
for this module?" damnn!
malu siot !
3. walk into a class, rushing quickly and sat down.
minutes later i realized i was in th wrong class. zzz
4. 5 hours break time from 9.30 till 3pm.

but GOOD thing is:
1. Not schooling on every friday. :D
2. my cousin is in SP too!!

went Vivo with a mate during my break time ;)

evening went to Jurong Shipyard with Mom&Daddy.
then went to Jurong West's Teh Tarik Foodcourt.

my voice went even hoarser.

2010-04-18T13:17:00.005+08:00

initially met with up abaang AdeL GaGa (LOL!)

hahas yeah went here and there everywhere
cause i can TRAVEL FOR FREE on MRT.
hees concession laa babee.
then halfway, decided to combine with
dYana & Shilah.
waited for em at Esplanade.
stayed till the night,
walking to the station,

haha once reached Bukit Panjang,
we sang this.. hees

available for download at:
Click here .
(in mp3 format)

Al-Fatihah to Achik Spin.

2010-04-18T00:38:00.002+08:00

ok, i've just got back home and found out that
Achik Spin, has passed on.
it was too sudden and shocking! ='0

search for th news at net yourself.

Al-Fatihah.

soal bicara .

2010-04-15T20:12:00.001+08:00

ku disini menaruh harapan
walaupun ku sedari bahawa,
ia amat sukar untuk menjadi kenyataan.

namun, aku tetap akan menanti
untuk mendapat kepastian.

apakah daya, hati ini telah dilamun oleh dirimu.

why ohh why..

2010-04-15T20:04:00.002+08:00

went to school today for consultation for my coming year 2 in SP,
with th belle of my class ;)

we met, we winked, we smiled, we chatted etc.
we were happy and all smiley.

but after we came out of th consultation room,
we don't even look each other in th eyes.

our heart dropped and it was shattered that
we felt liked giving up.

i'm not saying what happened, here.

Online: As it happens.

2010-04-15T01:59:00.001+08:00

a personal advert designed by me.
more on here ;
Click Here !

i miss you.

2010-04-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

know what?
it's been days since it last happened.
it's also the cause whereby i neglect other things ard me.
not that i mean it..
but even my parents notices it too.
they urged me to cheer up..
and told me this,
"it will come back to you soon, son"

i've fallen sick because of your absence.
i miss you, really.
i need you back in my life,
together we make a perfect pair.

i've realised how much i've lost after they
took you away from my clutches.

Nokia!! return me back my phone laaa!!
you promised me a 3day service, but tmr gonna be th 5th!
urghh..

heheheh did i caught you readers? ;P

start of hell .

2010-04-10T22:53:00.001+08:00

i've received my timetable for 2010.
it's MUCH better than last year's.
but i don't like it though, as i have to repeat a module.

fuck it!!

& ooh, im not schooling every friday!

wifey hospitalized.

2010-04-10T02:00:00.001+08:00

she's been admitted on Thursday.
i just hope i'm able to get it back today (Saturday).
i miss her.
baruu je kahwin on tuesday siahh.

psst..

2010-04-09T14:27:00.001+08:00

i think i miss you. :/

it's hard for me as i can't say th name.
but it's someone i met days ago.
take caree.

it's all about cars . :D

2010-04-08T01:59:00.005+08:00

yeahh watched this with a bro of mine at Tampines Mall.
9.45PM show.
thought there would be enuff time for us to take the last train,
but somehow at 1130PM, all service has close.

decided to take a cab, but i msged this particular fren of mine
with hope he knows of any bus service to our area.
too bad he doesn't and instead,
he offer to send me back home.
yeahh it was kinda random and awkward at first
as i've never met him before.
but things went well i guess. at least to me,
i didnt know bout him. haha

but really, i wanna thank you for your gestures. ;)
Thank You!

hadd a nice talkk a while ago.
hope you reach home safely.
may god bless you.

=====================
& ohh ya, the movie was great,
with Aaron Aziz etc speakin those gangster kinda language. ahah
i like when : - they used the word "Sial"
- the run n' chase.

i hate it when : - the love scene (they confess feelings).
the audiences were like "aww.."
but for me, i was at th brink of weepin. sialz.. ahaha

Movieee

2010-04-04T00:56:00.003+08:00

family day out !

2010-04-03T00:06:00.005+08:00

ok here how it goes .
Woodlands

AMK
Marina Barrage
Tanjong Pagar
Mount Faber
Kent Ridge Hill
West Coast Foodcourt
back to Woodlands
City Hall
back home.

all in the lorry .
i sat at th back with em singing loudly.
halfway tru, it rain and became cold.
now i've earned myself flu and sore throat.
hahahaha!!

stories behind my life.

2010-03-30T11:32:00.003+08:00

1. Peearhowhh
2. Espressahh
3. Deepartorn

what's next?
stay tuned !!

new names will be shown on my msn nick.
each name that i've created has it own meanings.

read below .

2010-03-29T23:57:00.001+08:00

i miss you.

karma .

2010-03-28T11:08:00.005+08:00

i've been waiting for this day to prove my innocence.
fortunately that it finally has come.

remember those words you used to called me months back?
well if you don't, i'll make let you remember.

i've got what i want and deserved.
well, what you did previously..
it just shows you're jealous. (:

now you're facing your deserts.
not that i didn't warned you before.

finally it has paid off . alhamdulilah

2010-03-27T17:19:00.004+08:00

yeahh me two letters.

on the right was the first,
i received $500 for ITE Edusave Merit Bursary 2009.
secondly was the Eagles Award, got myself $200 bucks!
so in all, $700!

yipee! but sigh,
ITE were my glory days. now... pff..

So what should get? :P

hehe first;
the Canon EF50mm f/1.8 Mark II lens

OR
the Samsung i8910 HD?hees idk larh!
but ferst, wanna treat my babies :D

yana yusry faizal !

2010-03-26T23:22:00.001+08:00

showtime !

2010-03-26T02:13:00.002+08:00

wanna see my results?

ahaha until i got 5 tags from different persons,
i will not show. :D

wet N' dry .

2010-03-25T14:39:00.003+08:00

6am, on 26th March (Friday)
shall be the 60th hour
since i last showered. hehe :D

fallen .

2010-03-24T13:23:00.006+08:00

fine, laugh all you want.

i deserved to be laughed at anyways.

Poor results .
Poor attendance .

what could be much more worst than that ?

i understand i deserve it .
oh well nevermind .

i can't believe im crying over it . heh
anyways thanks to those who wished me luck,
especially these two who were otp accompanying me.

Ben & Jerry's : FREE Cone Day !

2010-03-24T01:40:00.005+08:00

results is TOMORROW ?!

2010-03-23T01:33:00.002+08:00

oh my ..
i thought it would be on the 1st of April or so .
was randomly loggin in to my school acc,
get to know, its tomorrow!!
24th March , 1PM !!

this really got me unprepared!
NERVOUS!

'Huda, ......hancur laa aku~

prime.

2010-03-22T23:52:00.005+08:00

i know i'm not easy to please .

you have a problem with that ?

just so you know,

i'm back to my Peearhhowh life.

all you ever need to know .

2010-03-22T01:48:00.003+08:00

finally,
being a perfectionist and overly-smart from my peers
is starting to kill me.

the once great leader is degenerating way down
then his peers.

yes having a mindset of that matured-being at my age
is a blessing to some and its even cause for admiration.
i know people just wish they have part of me in em.

but having to control alot of things at this time
seems like it not for me at all .

i care too much for the things going around me,
and not even around me.
yes i think too much, but it turn out to be true anyway.
yeah, one of the virtue of being me :)

but because i could foresee what will happen,
makes me worry and that alone kills.

i do not blame th Almighty for giving me these powers.
like as i've said before, all the good things in my life,
comes with a price.

thats all you will need to know for now.

ok, it's official. i can't walk..

2010-03-21T19:07:00.003+08:00

temporary LAA!

yaa, got my two feet swelling here and there.
will th skin peeling too.

imagine how painful it is when i have to walk.
noo , wont take the pic , gross sial . eeww

but no matter what , this won't stop me
from going out ! hehehe :D

Et je veux ta revanche .

2010-03-21T13:34:00.003+08:00

yes things are changing now .
everything is in a mess .
i don't know if its a blessing or whatsnot
that 'that' particular feeling is fading away rapidly.

well.. it may be a bad thing for you,
as it comes as no surprise to the people around me
that cruelty is what awaits you when i no longer care.

i should get a life? fuck you!
you were th one who made the mistake.

what, hate me now ?
idc, i never asked you to like me at all anyway.

don't love me,
im dangerous.

& YOU WERE THE CAUSE OF IT !!

i do what i please.

2010-03-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

there are 3 things i want to venture myself in ;

1. C
2. D
3. S

i knw those three are bad,
but if i want to,
no one can stop me.

i beg you. please..

2010-03-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

fine, take everything you want away from us.
but don't break the ties we all have.
i'm pleading to you even though i'm hating you.please.. leave us alone.

if it's sinful to hate the elders,
what else can i do to help those who suffered injustice?
i'm really lost..

a note for you, love.

2010-03-06T01:17:00.001+08:00

relaku korban kebahagianku demi kebahagianmu bersamanya.
ku ampuni atas tingkah laku ku ini,
tetapi ku harus berjauhan darimu untuk melepaskan dirimu.
namun tetap ku akan berdoa atas kebahagianmu dengan tulus ikhlas.

Backstreet Boys @ Suntec City 2010!

2010-03-01T01:55:00.004+08:00

(above photo was taken by Nurul Huda)
yeah, went to their concert at Suntec City, yesterday Sunday.
with my NGAcrews boys, SP classmate (Nurul Huda & her kak, kak's fwens) and Ashikin from my sec schoolmate! :D

YUSRY Jackson & Lightning Thief!

2010-02-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

watched this today with Mudd & Ana . :D
im the Percy Jackson, Mudd's the Protector of me & Ana is the belle :P

dyed hair! :D

2010-02-25T20:58:00.001+08:00

. . .

2010-02-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

in hibernation.

dont disturb, or he will die.

bye.

parrttayy!

2010-02-21T11:09:00.000+08:00

lovelovelove .

2010-02-13T21:03:00.000+08:00

zaizaizai . imy :D

2010-02-11T23:03:00.001+08:00

i miss you .

2010-01-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

a worth Director.

2010-01-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

NGA NewRecruits - Marina Square

2010-01-10T22:57:00.003+08:00

a bonding outing to commemorate in

welcoming;
Idda & Fidah into the NGA's cruiseship!

Randoms (:

2010-01-09T09:56:00.001+08:00

will be updated tonight .
insyaallah

naakk kaahwin !

2010-01-02T23:11:00.007+08:00

great orh whutt ?!
NGA were hired as the MAIN photographers
for an Engagement Photoshoot!
here are a few randoms of me .
more photos are available at FB.

happy NEW yearr !

2009-12-30T19:02:00.003+08:00

Reminder to fellow crews;

Please do not forget to meet at the destinated place latest by 10.30AM. No last minute back-out, as the invitation is only exclusively available to us. Do ensure you have ample rest the day before as the organizer has exphasized that it may be a whole day event.

So peeps, tuck in your bed these few days, and get robust for the day!

Thanks! ;D

crews with cuzzy ,

2009-12-28T18:55:00.003+08:00

xmas eve .

water , sea , H20 ,

2009-12-21T18:53:00.007+08:00

some of th photos from Saturday's outing .
more are available at FaceBook.

at night, the The Doulous Cruise Ship anchored at Vivo City.
it was said, it's the last service for passengers, for the She is retiring.

Lights & Bubbles

2009-12-18T23:47:00.001+08:00